May 16th, 2009

I aim to misbehave

Drive by

*Two-thirds done with "Dead and Gone" by Charlaine Harris. Sookie Stackhouse novels are so fun! I had to work today, so I'll finish it tonight.

*Thinking about trying to find a new job, but afraid in this state. It has the 3rd highest unemployment. But I really feel like a job has jumped the shark if they are going corporate and rearranging and you're HOPING to get fired but too scared to do anything to ensure it.

*I have not been to the gym since I don't have school. I feel it. I kind of want to run, but it scares me. I always feel it's for long-legged people. I'm also afraid of looking silly doing it; sad but true. I think I may walk a block and run a block for 30 min a day and see if I get further each week.

*I may put out an ad to do editing. I want to earn extra money and feel useful on the days I don't work. And I want to earn extra money to buy a used car. I love the bus, but I'm feeling trapped. It doesn't go very far. I feel sad in a state with such wonders just a few hours drive away and I can't see them because neither train nor bus go there. Plus there's a cute guy an hour away who I'd like to see more of. So there.

*I still don't know what to do with myself.