||[May. 16th, 2009|08:21 pm]
*Two-thirds done with "Dead and Gone" by Charlaine Harris. Sookie Stackhouse novels are so fun! I had to work today, so I'll finish it tonight.
*Thinking about trying to find a new job, but afraid in this state. It has the 3rd highest unemployment. But I really feel like a job has jumped the shark if they are going corporate and rearranging and you're HOPING to get fired but too scared to do anything to ensure it.
*I have not been to the gym since I don't have school. I feel it. I kind of want to run, but it scares me. I always feel it's for long-legged people. I'm also afraid of looking silly doing it; sad but true. I think I may walk a block and run a block for 30 min a day and see if I get further each week.
*I may put out an ad to do editing. I want to earn extra money and feel useful on the days I don't work. And I want to earn extra money to buy a used car. I love the bus, but I'm feeling trapped. It doesn't go very far. I feel sad in a state with such wonders just a few hours drive away and I can't see them because neither train nor bus go there. Plus there's a cute guy an hour away who I'd like to see more of. So there.
*I still don't know what to do with myself.