|watch it, sucka! magical working tonight...
||[May. 12th, 2005|01:18 pm]
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i'm not going to write here what my magic will be about. i may or may not share the result. but the point is that i haven't been feeling very magical for the past couple of years. there's been a lack of motivation to claim my own power because i got to the point where i doubted i had any. i also wondered what good/harm it does to do any magical working at all.
i'm realizing that i haven't been knocked around the past couple of years because of anything i'd *done*. i mean a random goddess could be minding her own business, shaking her groove thing, and knock me with her hip. i was a sitting target. the point is to know when to join in the dance, no?
i'm not interested whether the stars are aligned for it. i'm gonna do it. i don't care if it's not a full moon. i'm not wiccan. what i care about is results. and getting back into my own inner life.